WOW! its been a while.. a looong while. I've been busy, life has caught me up... there's a thousand excuses I could use, most of which would be true. To be perfectly honest though - I lost the URL location of my blog (so much for becoming IT savvy!!) and I guess I lost a bit of interest and motivation too. Its a bit hard to maintain interest when I know that no one actully reads this anyway...but just in case....
I've struggled with staying positive and its only just now that I think I'm really beginning to kick the butt of some of the internal demons I've been carrying this year. Boy oh Boy 2011 has been tough! Its been a year of lots of personal development and of lots of lows oviously sprinkled with a few highs to set me up for the lows that followed but mostly low moments that I've needed to work through. Hopefully there's been some personal growth with all that - and I mean personal growth that not just I think I can see, but some growth that others can see in me too.
I've had some great support, but I've also identified that some support networks which I thought were always going to be there were not as strong as I'd relied on in the past. As human beings we change. And it is only our absolutely closest friends and loved ones - those who dont judge us on what we do or who we are, but rather on the friendships or bonds we have with them - that will stick by us when that change happens.
I'd like to Thank my supporters for being there even when I do my absolute best to push you away in a moment of weakness and self doubt. Thank you!
